negativity

forgive me blogs for ignoring you, i have been busy with life as well as giving more attention to another space i created just to fulfill the need of me to write without restrictions. so hello blog!have u been good?

well anyway,i did not pass the hygiene and epidermiology exams yesterday. yups, i did not. but you know,as sad as i could be, i guess i have more reasons to smile than to cry over it. it happened for a good reasons,and whatever it is,i believe He has a better plan. so smile on,sadness be gone :)

its just upset me when somebody injected negativity around me. or even to another people. the act of negativity really brings out not only the worst in u, but it affected  other people's heart,blackened their souls. hey life is tough right? who ever said its easy, that person must be joking. life itself its about making the choice, the good or the bad. even if u choose the goody path,along the way,u must have come to the period where u get lost n confused and start to question yourself. but life is also a journey which u learn to tackle things,appreciate and learn from all the possible source u can reach.

so as hard life can be, beter not to complicate it with the smallest details, rage over something absolutely not permanent, because u never know,what's in store for u in the future ahead. live your life simply..so others can live too. negativity will only choke urself, spead positivity, we all wanna live happily right?

a problem is only a problem.there is something bigger than than :)

owh n i shall try my best at the next attempt soon.pray for me please.

the list

assalamualaikum~

so did anyone of you notice my list of things i wish i could buy@have?? muahaha tanya lagi,dah xe orang baca blog ni, celah mana nak ada org perasan :P nvm let me syok sendri.hahaa *sadis* so terfikir i this one time..of all of this things esp the things money can buy or things you can own only when u have money *better expression right?* ..i realise dont really want them, coz i dont even need them!

i mean i ll be happy if they are safe in my arms but then it is just to satisfy the nafsu of me to own a thing instead of just admiring it.. and when the obsession is over when the baby is yours, ull move on to next item, looking for something new to satisfy ur sweet desire of pretty things n the cycle repeat itself over and over again .

to think about it again, i feel a knock on my kepala hotak *TOKTOK* heyy i know what i really want! i REALLY REALLY want to be H.A.P.P.Y. my definition of happiness maybe differ from any of you but whatever...happiness make everything around you seems alive,fresh and light. it doesnt come with any price yet its the best thing what u can get from the world n the best things you can reward yourself with.

and in islam, being muslim, the happy muslim always have Allah in their mind and Jannah as the assured place where happiness is everywhere. how lucky we are to be in His religion :)

we choose the life that we want anyway. i have choose mine :)

hello blog! (^^)

yeay~ im back with a new blog!
im gonna stay a little longer this time, crossing my fingers that
ill be a better blogger (woahh big words!),
with hopefully more blogpost fill with better colours,
n lots of happy stories :)
so stay tuned for more annoying  (HEHE) stuff to come :)
kinda excited!






lots of love,
ejai~